TiRaMisU

Firstly, thanx to Fahmi coz sudi share resepi ni. Tapi, bila nak buat, ade je bahan yang takde or luar ke'mampu'an aku. Hehehe.... So,diz is how i do my Tiramisu...

First sekali, aku suka wat camni. Prepare all the ingredient ok..

Sume bahan ni aku wat untuk 2 adunan dari resepi asal, so sape² nk wat 1 bhgn tu pandai² la devide into 2 orrait.. :)

- 2 buku cream cheese (Philadelphia)

- 2 kotak whipping cream (Emborg)

- 200gm gula castor

- biscuits, m using 4 packet Julie's Biscuit, tapi kalau 5 ok gak/stick biscuits

- coklat masakan/choclate chip

- instant coffee (Indocafe)

So, next step :

Cream cheese tu potong kecik² biar cepat sikit diadun nanti.

Pastu, masukkan whipping cream dengan cream cheese tadi.

Next, masukkan gula castor lak.

Pastu ape lagi,On mixer, n don't stop sampai bahan tu kembang orrait.

Ok, sampai gebu camni taw. :)

Biar bahan tadi kejap. Bancuh Indocafe ni dlm satu sudu n mix dengan air masak.

Susun biskut dalam bekas.

Pastu air Indocafe tadi siram atas biskut tu plak.

Next, masukkan adunan cheese tadi ke atas lapisan biskut n ratakan.

Lepas letak lapisan cheese, taburkan serbuk Indocafe atas tu k.

Pastu, susun lapisan seterusnya dengan biskut. Ikut susunan tadi, letakkan air Indocafe, masukkan adunan cheese, n serbuk Indocafe. But, kalau lapisan terakhir jangan tabur serbuk Indocafe. (ni aku wat 3 lapisan)

Last sekali, sagat coklat masakan n tabur untuk lapisan atas sekali. n it's Done!

Pastu, masukkan kek ni dalam peti.. Makan sejuk² sangat best woo...So, selamat mencuba orrait..

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Kelam
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a man's truth

1. Guys don't actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.
2. Guys love to flirts.
3. A guy can love you for a lifetime, and can forget you in seconds when u lied to them.
4. When a guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.
5. "Are you doing something?" or "Have you eaten already?" are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
7. When a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.
8. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl's attention.
10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or your guys friends.
11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.
12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can't and don't know how and where to start
13. Guys drop tears ONLY for a girl that touched his heart.
14. Don't provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.
15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.
16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.
17. When you touch a guy's heart, there's no turning back.
18. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...never mind!" would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.
20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
21. When a guy makes a prolonged "umm" or makes any excuses when you're asking him to do you a favor, he's actually saying that he doesn't like you and he can't lay down the card for you.
22. When a girl says "no", a guy hears it as "try again tomorrow."
23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
24. Guys hate gays!
25. Guys love their moms.
26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get near u in many stupid ways.
27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn't mean that the guy likes her.
28. You can never understand him unless you put your heart and attention by just listen to him and look him in the eyes.
29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does...
30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.
31. Like Eve, girls are guys EUR™ weaknesses.
32. Guys are very open about themselves.
33. It's good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don't let him wait that long.
34. No guy is bad when he is courting.
35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.
36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they're not that much pretty.
37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.
41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts or bikini......
42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one for sure.
43. Guys virtually brag about anything.
44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.
45. Guys think too much.means he cares too much.
46. Guys' fantasies are unlimited.
47. Girls' height doesn't really matter to a guy but her weight does!
48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!
49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.
50. It's not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they've been together for 4 months or more.
51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.
52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be matured and grow up.
53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys "blame themselves" a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically and dangeroues way.
54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.
55. Guys are tigers in their GANGSTAR HOOD but become tamed pussycats with their true love .
56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he's sweating. You'll probably see that he is nervous.
57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.
58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."
59. Guys don't really have final decisions.
60. When a guy loves you, he will bring out the best in him.
61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.
62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.
63. Guys believe that there's no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.
64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
65. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
66. A guy may instantly know if the girl lies or playing heart games.but they just keep quiet.waiting for a confession
67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.
68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.
69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!
70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes,but he choose to smile and act good,
71. A guy's friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.
72. Don't be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.
73. Don't be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you'll be surprised.
74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.
75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.
76. Guys don't comprehend the statement "Get lost" too well.
77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.
78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.
79. Guys don't care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.
80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they'll realize they're wrong.
81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He's just too stubborn to deal with it.
82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears for the name of god............
83. Guys' weakest point is at the knee.
84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.
85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.
86. When a guy looks at you and smiled saying nothing,mean he's thanking god for being his.
87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.
88. If a guy "lets you go", he really loves you,but he just can't seeing you being unhappy with him..
89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you're with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.
90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!or he drop his tears in a sudden of a conversation.
92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.
93. When a guy says he can't sleep if he doesn't hear your voice even just for one night,he misses u too badly
94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.
95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.
96. If a guy says you're beautiful, that guy likes you.
97.Guys do stupid things when and argument went wrong.
98. Guys hate UNDONE conversation or arguments.
99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are seriously in love.

selamat tinggal kawan

Terima kasih kawan,
Atas jasamu selama ini,
Menjadi seorang sahabat,
Yang mendengar keluhan,
Bersabar dgn kerenahku,
Meminjamkan bahumu dikala ku sakit,
Menyapu airmata ketika ku bersedih,
Memelukku kala kuresah separuh waras...

Kau berikan ku peluang menjadi insan disisimu,
Tapi,
Aku sedar kini sudah sampai waktu,
Aku tidak lagi bisa bersamamu,
Aku tidak boleh berharap denganmu,
Aku tidak boleh meminjam telingamu lagi...

Kawan,
Kau hanya mampu melafazkan maaf,
''aku tak bisa berbuat apa2,
walaupun meminjamkan telingaku'',
Aku fahami itu,
Aku sedari itu.


Walaupun kita tidak lagi bisa berkawan,
Kenangan kita masih kekal bersama...
~selamat tinggal kawan~2003-2011~

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Apa yang kurasa?

Niat kupendam dh lama utk melawat seorang rakanku,Shasha..tidak berapa sihat,dan ak pn lama xberjumpa dgn'y setelah pulang dr tanah suci..setelah diaturkan,ku langkahkn kaki ke putrajaya,bersama Mummy As..
Sblm smpi ke rumah'y,kami decide utk beli some food utk dia.jadi,kami singgah di Alamanda.Nasi campur jadi pilihan,sbb xtahu Sha nk makan ape.tp,perut kami lak berkeroncong,singgah di Pizza having pasta there.kepala dh cr pasal.sekejap2,ak terpaksa memicit kepala.berdenyut,dan sedikit memusingkn kepala.lapar sgt agaknya.
Kami bergerak ke percint 11.sambil ku memicit lagi kepala.sampai di rumah Sha,ku terkulai sebentar di atas sofa.hampir 2jam,ku minta Mummy As pastikan ak demam atau tidak.confirm,deep inside my body,is burning.jadi,midnight shif xleh proceed.
Ak,Mummy As n Sha mencari dinner.still,western food jd pilihan.ku hntar sorang2 sahabatku ke rumah masing2.masih ada yg perlu ku ambil di airport.bagasi penuh dgn baju n all stuff.ku mnta tlg dgn Mizah utk bw keluar,ada sedikit pening masa tu.tekak mula rasa sakit dan membengkak.
Kuteruskan perjalanan pulang ke Klang.dlm perjalanan,tekakku betul2 memeritkan.kepala berdenyut sedikit mengganggu pemanduan.''bolehker ak sampi rumah ni?''.dlm hati xberhenti risau.tp,cepat2 ku istighfar.
Sampai dirumah,kuterus terbaring di bilik.tak tahan rasa'y kesakitan itu.kali ini lebih sakit bila membawa ke telinga.sedikit air liur pun ak tak boleh telan.sekali kutelan,peritnya seperti menyakitkan satu badan.menggeletar tubuhku bila terpaksa menelan air liur.
Papa mencari antibiotik.jenuh bertanya padaku,smpi sudah ak xmampu menjawab.mulutku bagai bisu kerana bengkak tekak ini hampir menutup mulut.bila ubat dijumpai,aku dipaksa minum.antibiotik yg siap dihancurkan.pahit ubat tu berkali ganda rasanya.kutelan jua sbb ku tak tertahan sakit yg dialami.masih belum lega.
Mama buat keputusan,diajak ku ke klinik dapatkan rawatan.segera kami ke bandar klang,klinik 24jam.dlm perjalanan,ku masih kesejukan,pening,rasa nak muntah,kesakitan tekak dan telinga.sampai di kamar doktor,aku diperiksa.''teruk,dah lama sgt ni''.tonsil ku dh membengkak dan bernanah.klu 5 hari taksurut,ak perlu dibedah.don't play around with me doctor!and he's serious.tp,mama gunakan kuasa veto.mama decide utk bg ak antibiotic with high price.antibiotic injection with the price of RM150!and truely,it's really hurt so much.bukan sbb ku takut dgn suntikan,tp,the pain came out bila combination dr sume tmpt.jarum suntikan,tekak,ngn telinga buat badan ak lebih menyakitkan.terus ke kepala.
After 5 to 10 minute,ak mula rasa perubahan.the pain is less.alhamdulillah,even it's still hurt.coming home with empty feeling.mama tdo kt sblh.kul 2pagi kuterjaga dr tdo.sakit lain pulak yg kurasa.cirit birit on 2am in da morning,n the dizziness still on my head.ak terus terkulai sekali lg di katil.
Selepas subuh,ku disuruh mkn bubur.lauk?ikan bilis goreng yg ditumbuk.xleh buat pe,tu je yg ak bleh mkn.tp,tekak masih rasa pahit.br 3sudu (separuh),ak dh stop mkn,dan makan ubat dan tidur semula.sama dgn waktu lunch,mkn bubur jg,tp tambhn kicap,air suam.itu pn masih susah utkku telan.mkn ubat,dan tidur semula.
Malam kugagahkan diri mkn lebih sedikit.masih bubur nasi,tp dgn ikan grg dan sup sayur.kuhancurkan dan dilenyekkan bersama bubur.paksaanku menjadi,tp kesakitan masih terasa.setiap kunyahan menambah sakit dikepala.ku tidur lagi stlh ubat kutelan.
Bubur yg kutelan mmg tidak mengenyangkn.jd kubagkit dr tdur,kutanyakan jika ada buah yg boleh kumkn.papa segera merebus pisang,dan mama hidangkan bersama sedikit air gula.alhamdulillah,boleh jg kutelan,walau masih tercebis kesakitan dikepala dan telinga.
Pagi esoknya,ku diberi bubur lagi.beserta ikan bilis tumbuk dan kicap.tapi,mama sempat buatkan air bali suam.sejukkan badanku yg 2hari panas dlm.selesai mkn ubat,mama masih tak puas hati dgn suhu badanku.dicapai daun sirih tepi rumah.bersama air sejuk,sirih diramas dikepalaku,sehingga kutertidur.
Tgh hari ku bangkit mkn bersama,masih lagi bubur,ikan grg dan sup sayur.masih jg perlu dilenyekkan.kesakitan masih terasa ditelinga,itu yg memeritkan.selesai mkn,mama meramas sirih lagi dikepala ku.alhamdulillah,setelah ubat kutelan,ak bisa bersuara.ak boleh berbicara seperti biasa.cuma,tekak masih lagi membengkak.2hari ku tidak bercakap.kutidur lagi,sampai ke mlm,kepala ku masih lagi menyakitkan.telingaku tidak lg memedihkan,cuma bengkak di tekak belum surut.dan ubat antibiotik yg papa hancurkan masih terasa dibibirku.itulah yg kurasa....